Monday, February 15, 2010

Cravings

Right now I'm craving...

Coconut Diet Coke from Sonic
summer
Aggie basketball
Beto's
Grey's Anatomy
a boy

sleep
sunshine
Spring Break

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Dear Apolo

Dearest Apolo,

Congratulations on tonight's silver medal win.



Remember how fantastic you were on Dancing With the Stars? Yeah? I sure do.



We should get married.



Ok? Ok deal.

Apparently we live in the same state. That's a good start.


Love, Megan

family

There's something great about a group of friends that you actually consider family.
This is the way the A-Team rolls.
They are my best friends, my brothers and my sisters.They are always there.
They will do anything for you.
They are my life.(this is actually our retreat from last May. Utah doesn't look like that right now.)

We just got back from our first of two retreats we will have before summer.
I love it.
We eat a lot, laugh a lot, play a lot and learn a lot.
We bond. We connect.

My life would not be the same without these people in it.
It's the best thing I've ever done for myself.

On another note...

I love the Olympics.
Is it weird that I sometimes get emotional?
I always get a bit teary during the opening ceremonies. I haven't watched them yet though, working on that.
I love the medal ceremonies. Whether its a U.S athlete winning or not, I love watching them. Their national anthem plays, they smile, they cry, they sing along (unless they're from Russia...).
I love the emotion and the passion each person has for their sport and for their country.

Well. Good entry. Now it's time for the post-retreat crash. Tonight's plans include watching our boys take on San Jose State and then boycott Valentine's Day by going to see the movie "Valentine's Day." Patrick Dempsey is in it. Along with every other famous attractive man.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

New Love

I've developed a love of being dressed up.

It makes me feel pretty and classy.

I love the click of my heels on a hard floor.

I love the compliments.

I love having excuses to look this way :)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

mmmhmmm...

all smiles

happy butterflies

ridiculous happiness

excitement

anxiousness

thrill

these are all the feelings i've got going on right now...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Ways to Make a Bad Week Happy

*go to not one, but two winning basketball games that were televised on ESPN2/U

*at said games, be a part of cheers that the ESPN guys say make you more in sync than the Tabernacle Choir

*spend the day with your highly entertaining extended family at a baby blessing/Super Bowl party

Thursday, February 4, 2010

*sigh*

To put it bluntly, today has been one hell of a day.

I hate stress. I hate decisions.

Today was full of those.

Remember this?

Or this one?

Well things have changed again.

After a personal breakdown and the "Emotional Breakdown Hour with Tiffany Evans," with Kayde, I feel much better.

I'm still running, don't worry. But I switched to Student Advocate. As of right now, it's just me running, but one of my friends is still thinking about it. Even if he runs, I feel like we'll be ok. It always worried me to run against a friend, but he and I are involved on so many levels together, we have to be mature about it and not let the drama mess things up.

Tiff told Kayde not to let the names of the others get in the way, but with me, she understood. The guy I would have been running against is huge on campus. He's been very limitedly involved, but it's his name. Everyone knows his family. It scares me. If people didn't know either of us, they would know his last name and vote for him. I went back and forth between my confidence in being able to beat him and not.

I know I would love Athletics, but I know I could love Advocate.

I've been focusing all my energy on Athletics ideas and not Advocate, but after some time, I'll be ok. I'll get it figured out.

I decided I would rather have an impact on the university as a whole than on just the sports fans.

I want to TRULY make a difference.

I'm done changing my mind. I have to be. But I feel good about this. I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm ready. I would really be ok if we just skipped to post-elections.

But here I am. I feel much better about everything. Venting is a great thing. Especially three times over. People know me better than I know myself sometimes and understnad the things that I don't.

Ready. Set. Go.