Tonight I'm Feeling...

WET
but refreshed after a long run in the rain...

SMOKY
from the smell of campfire that has built up on my favorite sweatshirt...

CONFUSED

by Lost...

FULL

on a great burger and fries for dinner...

SATISFIED

because some things are finally going my way...

ANNOYED

because not all things are going my way...

EXCITEDto finally have a job...

LEFT OUT

by the roommates...

So many feelings right now...

Most of them good.

As tired as I am of the rain, that run felt amazing.

I love summer for many reasons. The fires and nights in the canyon being just some of those reasons.

I have to watch all of Lost season 6 by Sunday before the finale. Don't worry, only 3 episodes left. Thank goodness. My mind can't take it anymore.

Tomorrow is Kaili's (from A-Team) birthday. Since we'll all be in Park City tomorrow, we went to celebrate at Beehive Grill tonight. Delicious.

Things are looking up. Next year I will be the Campus Rec chair on the USU Athletics Committee. I can't wait.

I'm sick of boys one boy in particular. I keep telling myself to get over him. It's been long enough that I'm aware nothing's happening. However, I can't help it. He's just too great. Usually at this point I just give in and tell the guy how I feel. He's different. We're good enough friends and spend too much time together that I don't want the awkwardness. Losing what we already have isn't worth it to me.
I got a job offer today. I took it without hesitation. I will be working for the university's catering company. It is convenient, flexible, and should be a lot of fun. 

I know a lot of it's my fault, and there's things I could do to make it better, but it's still hard to not feel included in a group. I just don't fit in with her constant energy and enthusiasm. Sometimes I need a break. That sometimes is turning in to a lot of the time.