Can I Tell You What I Hate?

The complications that boys bring to my life.

For the second time this year, there's a boy who...

is my really good friend.

With whom...

I don't want to lose what I know we already have.

Because...

he's wonderful and really, everything I want.

But...

telling him how I actually feel isn't worth the risk of moving backwards.

He means too much to me.

We have so much in common.
We can be our best or worst selves around each other.
We just click.

It makes my head hurt and my heart confused.